i love how spring turns berlin upside down and makes everything he touches golden. i am living for those days spent in the grass, bathing in cherry blossoms, going to concerts alone and dancing my mind away, fiddling flowercrowns in each others hair and roaming around streets with a vivd full moon watching us.
i love a full moon.
i remember this one special time i was wandering around parramatta park in sydney with music in my ears and a heart thirsting of curiosity. the evening was welcoming me with skies in all shades pink and purple and a moon so HUGE i literally couldn´t take my eyes of him. i made my way through the park tripping, smelling the scent of those trees that smell like lemons and loving every minute of it. it´s the little things. it always has been! i love the little things. i enjoy them so much sometimes i can´t contain it and can not help it at all.
also i love how spring makes me deeply miss the place i grew up.
lying on the floor of my room filled with light and feeling the sun like velvet on my skin, the carelessness of being a child, lying on the street at night with my friends.
a long time i was afraid of growing up. maybe i kind of still am. there are so much childlike thoughts and feelings in my heart still and i was always afraid that one day i would have to let them go. like when you where little and had a balloon or a feather and the wind would take it with him and you would know you will never have that again.
and no matter which substitute you would get it will never be quite the same. but one day i decided that you can grow up and keep your childlike heart. sometimes it is a challenge but who doesn´t love a good challenge?
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