i feel like i am twirled up into the air by mighty winds and free falling. and though it is not always easy not being afraid of a free fall, i have the feeling it will lead me somewhere. somewhere good.
those last weeks i sat on trains leading me to places i did not really want to be. i waited in long halls and i was scared. but besides all of that i was blessed by people caring about me.
much more than i think i would ever deserve.
those next months will be hard work. there are so much ideas in my head. they sometimes overwhelm me and get me stuck somewhere. i find it hard getting all the creativity out of my head just because it is so much. but i promised this to myself and this is what i will do.